I sink to the gound, arms around my waist
Feeling a tangable pain, please make it stop
Never thought it would get like this
The 'Friends' I had are gone, al because
I left my boyfriend, Is this my fault?
They say he is the best thing that's ever happened to me
But they dont know how unhappy I was.
My Best Friend would have been 17 this year
This is the second year she will spend in Heaven
All because she took her life, why didn't I save her? ?
Her life ended when she was 15, WHY? ! ? !
She had so much to live for, she was so young
I promised her I'd live for her and I am
BUT WHY DID SHE HAVE TO GO? ! ? ! ?
The mom I just got bhack, my Birth mom
Is gone so much out of my life it's
Almost like she never came back
A few phone calls, a few letters is all I get
She says she wants to make up
For all the time she's lost, but she doesnt know
How it hurts-She's not trying hard enough! !
I look up, your standing there
Holding out your hand silently
Your smiling down at me
I feel instantly better as you help me up
Enfolding me in your arms, whispering
Words of comfort, never letting go
Your the Light In My Darkness.
You hold me close, Never letting go
Letting me cry on your shoulder
Telling me it will be okay, your always here
Your the balm to my soul, everything's okay now
I feel calm as soon as your eyes meet mine
I smile at you, my heart is pounding
And suddenly I cant remember what's wrong
To Mac, Hope This Explains What I Cant Say
Karley Kay
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/pain-and-joy-2/
