I watch
Life goes on forever it seems
So little time for such dreams
Can't you hear all my of screams
Everything gets in the way
Not looking forward for the day
If only……
I can't just spread my black wings and fly away
Forever escaping my pain
Nothing much here for me to gain
Flying away from such troubles
I think about the things I cherish
My love for them growing in doubles
If I leave everything all will perish
Life is how it should be with no regrets
I just thought I should do something
You suppress me keeping me down
Covering me with such emotions that make me drown
I will fly high away
High enough so my emotions will not sway
My visions are askew
But I do know that I love you
I tell myself lies to comfort me
Because I am not able to see
With these black wings of mine
I am able to see you
To see if you are fine
I will be there, who knew?
That I love you this much
I did not
I will think of you of such
How it is hard for me to see you
And not do anything
You just walk pass me……not surprising
I guess I will have to fly far up high
It saddens me when I can't help
When you cry
james nguyen
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/these-black-wings-of-mine/