Why am I always to blame?
Everywhere I go
Everything I say or do?
Its always the same
I lay in bed and wonder why
Im told 'your dreaming it' and out of control
Im told lie after lie
Why do I allow it to go on?
I wish I knew
Why do I lay awake crying
And worrying until dawn?
My heart cant take another break
I have to do something
I dont know how much more I can take
I just wanted him to love me
My love was just for him
Why couldnt he just open his eyes?
If he would then he could see
He couldnt resist 'the look'
So..he betrayed me
it was her he took
So...I still ask..why am I to Blame?
Mae Summerville
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/why-am-i-to-blame/
