I wish I was your drug
I wish it was me you had to had to have
But im not, no matter how hard i tug
I told you i missed you
I asked if you missed me
You said nothing, that was my cue
Ive never been in love alone
I tried so very hard
It hurts so bad, right down to the bone
This was a first for me
Im not sure what to do
Damn it, why cant you see?
I should just let you go
Its only been 3 days
Maybe if i did, then youd know
Your drug of choice isnt me
Its got a hold on you
I should just let you be
But I love you so much
And I know you need me
I miss your sweet soft touch
You say you do love me
But I know ill never come first
I need my heart back, including the key
I deserve better than this
I deserve to be first
But God i do miss your kiss!
Time has gone by
Im alot smarter now
I no longer feel im gonna die
I often think of you
And what could have been
But these thoughts are very few
I wish you well
A brand new life
Only time will tell
Mae Summerville
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/im-smarter-now/
