I want to feel the blade pushed deep.
I want my blood to run free.
I want to feel my soul fade.
I want my heart to melt away.
I want to float in the abyss.
I want blood on my wrists.
I want to float in my mind.
I want no pain until the end of time.
I want to abandon all thoughts
I want no more feelings to be fought.
I want to abandon all reason.
I want to be free of my life's prison.
Heather Rhoden
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