Screaming inside
All this time dying
Inside lying
Always hiding
Constently fighting
Never crying
Dreams fleeing
Mind screeching
Never enough
My future fading
Bottling pain
Many times failing
False love
Trust gone
Worries tormenting my sleep
Why I keep trying
How should I know
I'm about to give up
On my voyage to nowhere
River someday
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