Holding on to thoughts I know
I am the one who is so strong
The weakness is a piece of mind
My heart inside me I cannot find
Confused by life and all its turns
Underneath the ground it burns
Deception is a way of life
I’m slowly running out of time
To hurt the one I really love
To push away the ones that care
To understand the tragic thought
To know the pain that people bare
To love the one that I might hate
To hold on to those that aren’t fare
To push away the thoughts of life
To be emotionless again……
I know decisions will be made
Am I to end this or to stay?
I know the ending is with in reach
But beginning is a bitch.
thomas coltrin
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/past-the-pain/
