I hate myself,
i hate my life...
I look in the mirror,
can't stand the sight...
My mom doesn't care,
my dad's a dick...
Why dont they understand?
It makes me sick...
I count the years,
one two three...
That i'm still here,
waiting to be freed...
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So i come to you,
asking you to care...
That you'll promise me,
you'll always be there...
But instead you changed,
you cheated and lied...
If only you could see,
the chrimson tears i've cried...
And because of you,
i wear these scars on my wrist...
They remind me of the reason,
I won't be missed...
So tonight i've decided,
i'm done with this place,
and all the pain and misery
created by our race...
So i make my bed,
and write a letter..
Telling my parents,
that this is better...
The cure to my problems,
solution to my pain...
The only way, to
escape from the rain...
So tonight, i say
my final goodbye
Please mom and daddy...
Don't cry...
October 10,2009
elisabeth michelle
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/don-t-cry-22/