Tears flow down my cheek
im sitting in the bathroom
feeling worthless and week
dig my nails into my skin and then rub...
anger filling my lungs and i begin to think...
why does it feel like no one cares
all i want to do right now is sink
sink into the ground, its only fair
all the young ones who deserve too live, had too go
and leave the world all alone
in this world that has no love
where everything is going wrong
nothing has a correct tone
there is no difference
between whats true and whats lies
you dont know wich is wich anymore
young peoples lives pass by fast and flying
and all i do is slam the door
get away from my problems
just for a second at least
i just wish i could solve them all
kill whats causing this beast
so i fill the tub with water
close my eyes and lower my head
memories flash before my eyes
and i hear laughter
i open my eyes and relize i dont have to be dead
I was happy once, wasnt i? what hapened?
its all gone, none of it left
im either mad or sad all the time, is there an end
an end to it?
i lower my head again
and ask 'Does anybody love me? '
i close my eyes, and wait till im dead
no more pain,
no more sadness,
no more tears,
but no more smiles either,
no more friends,
no more anything..
what was i thinking?
Nissa Armstrong
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/does-anybody-love-me/
