i was waiting
all i could hear
an overwhelming silence
over... and over... and over
again...and again...
and again
mercilessly perpetuating my pain making me go insane
living life riddled by memory
over and over and over again
found unbound
senseless defenseless
no guilt or shame
my mind stained
forever ingrained in my soul in my being in my...over and over again
and again
frivolous forgotten
fugitive on the run
done...was done...is done...being done
forever i to live in shame
over... and over...again...and again
in silence waiting
and over...and again
waiting...waiting...waiting
in vain
Lindsay Maasdorp
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-was-waiting-3/
