It hurts to smile
Through my pain
Going through so much abuse
As I grew up
I smiled to everyone around me
So they wouldn't think nothing was going on
It hurt so much to smile
Through all my pain
My pain has eaten me
Completely up on the inside of me
I'm disappearing with each day that passes
I'm becoming empty
Because of you
My life will be completely gone
I have to live through my pain
And suffering
Until the day that I take my life
And it's all because of you
Brittany Thurston
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/through-my-pain/