Everything i have done. Everything i am. All the lies i have told. All the people i have hurt. Is leading me to ruin. i try to change. I try to stop. But i can't. Im used to giving what i get. So hurt me i make you hurt more. Nothing will stop this. Nothing can help. I am dead. You are already dead. I love only because you love me. You hate me motherfucker? Well i hate you too. Life has nothing more to offer but hatred and pain. I lived, i laughed. But nothing has made my life even closer to being better. So all i have to say is you get what i receive.
Screaming Brian
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