I was upset when i heard you were back,
it tore me apart,
And I don't know why,
Maybe because I knew it wasn't real,
or maybe I reali my ze that you don't care,
Cause if you did then I would have heard from you by now,
or have seen you,
But I was a fool for thinking that you care,
I was just a play toy to mess with before you left.
Now i'm not going to let you bring me down.
I have my own life too worried about.
so i'm going to keep my head up high,
and I'm going to find myself a good man,
one that will care and love me,
One that will put a smile on my face,
won't make me cry,
And he won't kiss me then leave.
I'm still going to care about you,
and i still want to be friends,
because you were a good friend,
but i'm not going to take your bull shit anymore.
This is my life and going to go out swinging,
and no one is going to control my life except for me
Deanna Gorton
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/head-up-high-4/
