i was laying in my bed
i started to dream bout
the perfect suicide
im laying there numb
cant feel a thing
my body is limp
you can do anything you
want and i wont feel it
if you told me you loved me
i wouldnt say it back
i hate the way
i feel all the time
i start to feel something
it was the red blood flowing
from my wrist
then the next thing i know
im tieing a rope around my neck
i want to jump but cant
i wish someone would push me
but the wont its wrong to do this
god is telling me no
but the devil is telling my yes
i listen to the devil
i jump just hanging
there lifeless
in my hand theres a note
mom walks in and reads it
it says
i hate this f*c*i*g world
i just want to go away!
GOODBYE!
brittney keith
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/suicidle-dream/