just go away
he said,
she said,
in oh, so many words
in every sentiment of action
flesh crawling
hope deceiving
heart breaking
the imbecile sits waiting for a retraction
you heard the words loud and clear
but did not listen
until it was too late and they were too loud to ignore
one should never stay, where one is not wanted
you think over and over until you can think no more
gathering broken shards of you self esteem
you pack the game in a suitcase
and scrape your heart off of the floor
praying for mercy on your journey
back to confidence
you wonder who is listening from above?
what does the world, or even heaven, have to offer
to one who is nothing more than trash in love?
Ghetto Girl Blue
Jessica Holter
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/trash-in-love/