well its just you and me
a bottle full of liquor,
one shot after another
as i begin to feel drunk even quicker,
suicide thoughts begin to run,
as i light up my cigarette
and load up my gun,
sad thoughts are runnin thru my mind,
i must search for answers and find,
should i go or should i stay,
and as my tears fall from my eyes
i begin to pray,
god have mercy on my soul,
god i beg for you to take control,
im rich but i feel poor,
this cant be life theres gotta be more,
i need to know whats on the other side of the door,
im on my knees
im beggin on the floor,
god didnt respond,
a few seconds later there was a loud sound,
the next day a body with a bible was found..
written sometime in 2008.
Copyright ©2009 Jose Murguia
JOSE MURGUIA
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