the tears behind my eyes
begging for a release
wishing for a day of blue skies
to bring me inner peace
the saddness and hurt
dwelling inside my soul
as if my heart has been burnt
she just keeps shovling in coal
the dysfunction is depressing
though there is nothing to be done
will anything keep my heart from stressing
the fear of an eternal shun?
there is no way to empty
the feelings raging inside
i feel there is nothing for me
i wish to simply run and hide
her hurtful words penetrate deep
my soul cannot take much more
in my own life i feel like a black sheep
with no where to go to feel like home
these tears i cannot hold
my eyes threaten to expose
the feelings recieved are none but cold
the only peace comes when i compose
though i fear i will die
my words of poetry
fill the tears i wont cry
and my blurred vision lets me see
Aubree Ellifritz
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/cry-the-tears/