Who I want to be
Who I'm supposed to be
Who I really am
Three very contrary paths
Three different lives
Which to follow
Which to become
Can I ever truly be one
Can I ever fit within
Or am I a wanderer
Aimlessly shifting
Never finding ones place
I can see them all perfectly
For what they really are
I know which I should desire
However, it is not want I thirst
I'm stalling trying to hold
To any time I have left to choose
My feet lye still
Eyes glance at the three paths
Who I want to be
Who I'm supposed to be
Who I really am
I close my eyes
Hold out my hand
And wait for someone
Someone to guide me
to advise me
Yet I stand alone
Facing the daunting futures
Confounded and stranded
But I place my foot down
And begin to walk forward
One slow stride to the next
Away from where I should
Yet unaware of where it leads
Only trusting in the unknown
Katie Bak
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-unknown-42/