2010-12-25 1st LIVE Journal, Mayan day 5 Reed ♥ TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/45899875 Intro: Waking up was a bit strange, today. I still couldn’t quite believe that I’d really recorded that R-Rated journal and posted it - for Christmas, no less! Boy, that was a bit crazy, and I was a bit trepidatious about what response I would find - or maybe no one would respond. Who knew? Yet, when I logged in first thing, I saw nothing but warmth and graciousness in the comments that you left for me. I was grateful, I assure you. I’m still a bit off balance over that. More of what I thought self was is going down with doing this. I kinda like that, but it’s not the most comfortable thing in the world, for sure ;) I wanted to stress, too, how important the end of that video is. The whole solution or resolution and keys are right there. It was both necessary and important that I also allow the Light to enter, and to speak to me as it now and then does. My free will assent was a required part of that. None ever compels - not Light Beings, anyway ;) The “Other” side may be pushy - but not the Light. So, once I allowed them to speak, I was quite surprised at all of the rest - very surprising to hear them call all of that angry substance “ephemeral;” that took me aback. But oh, what good news. The really important part, as I see it, though, was what came next - the surrender of it - the letting it go. Can you do that, yourself? Can you really give voice to your crap - then be willing to part with it - to see yourself with new eyes? Unless you can see yourself as SEPARATE from this crap, you will still be swimming around within it. Not the best choice. We have to “Come out, be a separate and chosen people” as it says. We have to pull quite out of the matrix - which is built on false beliefs... Distributed by Tubemogul.
